frustrated!¬i'm now officially in a state! but someone told me there were boys with love in their eyes!-

AFTER A PRETTY CRAP WEEKEND (APART FROM THE HIGHLIGHTS SEEING MY SISTERS AND NIZZ AND MODELLING FOR VLOUGE!!) IT WAS CRAAAAP!! FROM FORGETTING MY CLOTHES IN THE SHOP TO FORGETTING MY PHONE CHARGER AND TOILETRIES AND NEW SKIRT IN LEEDS TO HAVING TO BUY STUPID TICKETS AND PAY UNREASONABLE CAB FARES!! OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION FALLING OVER IN MANCHESTER TRAIN STATION!!!(i fall over everywhere though) BUT THIS WAS ONE HELL OF A WEEKEND!!

EARLIER IN THE EVENING WHEN I WAS STILL SANE"!!

THEN I GOT CREATIVE!!! HAHA!! WITH THE LIPS AND STUFF!!






I REMIND MYSELF OF AN EGYPTIAN SOMETIMES!! I AM ONE CRAZY HUMAN!! I MISS MY MUMMY!! KINNA!!!

i gained about 2kg!! i was 56kg before...now i'm fricking 58kg!! but it was immediately after i had a doner kebab i weighed my self (so benefit of the doubt) ;)

I TRY SO MUCH NOT TO REGRET STUFF!! AND I TRY TO TELL MYSELF THAT SOMETHING MUCH WORSE COULD HAVE HAPPENED! BUT THAT STUFF JUST DOESN'T WORK OUT SOMETIMES!! LIKE THIS WEEKEND WAS PROBABLY THE WORST OF THE WORST!!! I EVEN CRIED>>>> I LIKE ALMOST NEVER CRY!! WHICH IS SOMETHING I'VE BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE-- SO GOOD START!!

p.s to the best girl and human in the world literally¬¬__ kanyinsola abiona!! been sooo good to me!! i love you too much!!!